Are you yourself, everywhere?

It's a simple question. Yet, so hard to answer honestly. But one thing is that I can walk around school, work or the gym and always have the same attitude. The "I don't care what people think of me attitude." I don't care what one says about my clothes, whether I match or not. I don't care if they think I'm stuck up, because obviously they don't know the real me. Actually, the real me is the one who focuses more on being a true friend rather than worrying about having the right friends or the right number of friends. If your focus is on who is asking you to hang out today, then your focus is wrong. I'm sorry.
I see people everyday who are different versions of themselves everywhere they go. Whether it be at home or online, changing how they talk around someone, what they watch on tv or what they listen to on the radio. Regardless of what it is, be you at all times. I know, it's a nasty habit.
Worrying about what others think. hmm...I feel sometimes as soon as I walk into church, people are judging. Christians are the first, and I repeat, THE FIRST to judge someone. It's awful. I'm not there to judge anyone by no means. I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. Yes, Jessie Quinn makes mistakes. I have my flaws just like everyone else in this world does. But it's one thing when I go to church to learn more about God's word, and feel like other are there just to judge others. Does that make me hypocritical? For judging people about their judging? Ha Wow.
Basicallyyy I'm rambling. Probably making no sense to some. Alot on my mind. Lately it's been a hunger for the love of working out, playing ball or the Internet. So for now, I'm going to work on my hunger for God's word. Hopefully it will become a habit.

Funny Email.

If a man cuts his finger off while Slicing salami at work, He blames the restaurant.

If you smoke three packs a day For 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the Tobacco company..

If your neighbor crashes Into a tree while driving home drunk, He blames the bartender.

If your grandchildren are Brats without manners, You blame television.

If your friend is shot by a Deranged madman, You blame the gun manufacturer.

And if a crazed person breaks Into the cockpit and Tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, And the passengers Kill him instead, The mother of the crazed deceased Blames the airline.

I must have lived too long to Understand the world As it is anymore.

So, if I die while my ASS is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to Blame Bill Gates.

I love old people...but

Ever since I was little I have loved "WHITE HAIRED" people. Never seemed to call them old people. I would see one in a store and I would have to go up and hug them...I haven't continued to do that since. Pretty sure they'd be scared shitless.

But today I stopped by the grocery store and in there was a "white headed" person.

An OLD MAN WORKING, as in bagging my groceries. Why is this old man working? Why isn’t he at home, surrounded by grandchildren and a faithful lap dog? Why is he my slave? Yes, I can bag my own groceries, but I tend to bristle at that thought. I have a job. I am not above yelling, “We need a bagger at lane 4!” although this has never actually resulted in a bagger showing up.

And I don’t want to insult the old man by pushing him aside to do it myself. Maybe he likes working. Although we probably KNOW he doesn’t! I just feel bad for the guy.

I hate that old people have to work. I feel like this is an example of how I'm going to be when I'm older. (Which by the looks of today's economy I probably will) Even though I'm spending all of my time going to get a college education, somewhere on down the line when I'm old"er"... I'm prob gonna end up at Chili's working. You think I’m making this up, go to any Chili’s. I guarantee there’s an old lady waiting to seat you. She’s wearing heels even tho she’s on her feet all day. Her back is killing her. She can barely hold those giant menus thanks to arthritis. Enjoy your freaking baby-back ribs.

I’m a hearty eater, but nothing kills my appetite faster than an old person eating alone. Especially an old man. An old man wearing a suit. At McDonald’s. Most likely his wife died and his kids ignore him, but I like to pretend that his wife is a shrew and his kids are jerks.

Are you crying yet?

Well there is no end to the selfishness of "some" old people. Consider the old man in Speedos. Cruel! We have to live on this planet, too.

"Too much crap"

I have SO MUCH to do that it's freakishly overwhelming. So much that it paralyzes me and I feel like a zombie in my own life. I have like five different to-do lists, and every time I take a list and try to check things off, I'm overcome by this intense "I can't handle this shit right now" feeling that it's simply crazy. Why has it been such a slow week? Time usually seems to fly, more or less, for me, but something about this week has made it torturously slow. And while this promises to be a very good weekend, it's not like it's jam-packed with super extra awesome activities that I've just been dying for. So I can't even say that it's felt slow due to heightened anticipation. It's just been a long-ass week. ugh...

Blabbin

Welp. I'm back in my familiar territory now. This thing called "College". It's pretty much going to destroy my social life this semester.

Anywaysss. Today, actually Yesterday...I realized my thoughts of a few people have stemmed from a larger, far deeper, rooted hatred of arrogance. Let's just say you're right and I'm wrong. Try bein calm and just a little more nice about it, or at least not present yourself in a presumptuous manner. Sorry that was off subject...

But the first day off "real classes", I go to Old Testament. Although this is "a class" not bible study, I believe god placed me in this class for a reason. Now I don't hate NON CHRISTIANS, I just hate when they look at you like you're an idiot for believing or having faith that GOD is real...

UGHHH okay, how as a Christian can you judge someones salvation? Isn't the very base of all your beliefs built in the fact that only God can do that??

Too bad we're all hypocrites.

Good thing for Jesus' Saving Grace. God knows I need it.

Back to school

Yes. I made it back to school from taking a semester off. Very proud of myself for controlling the temptation of just not going back.

One word for this week so far...busy. K I'm 22 and working full time and going to school full time. This is not cool. On top of that playing on a co-ed team, trying to keep a routine in the gym, and attempting to go out n have fun like a normal 22 year old would. Did I mention Homework? I've made a promise to focus on school, so the whole going out thing is probably not going to happen much.

Today was the first day of classes. Flag Football class, how awesome. Tomorrow is going to be hell considering I have classes non stop from 8-2.

One thing I'm excited about is that I have finally found a church that I don't doze off in. New Spring. It's great. Check it out sometime.

The weekend...

Relaxing weekend at Lake Greenwood on Turtle Back Trail. The cutest little country home and a swing bed? Never seen one, never heard of one, but it was pretty neat. Doesn't take much to amaze me.

Only one thing I didn't enjoy...The Yankees beat my Redsox :/

But I don't feel I have anything important or interesting to say today, but that's just an excuse. It's pretty sorry, and so am I. Thanks for reading anyway.

Love is the most important ingredient of life.

Your life echoes emptiness without it. With it, your life vibrates meaning and warmth.

Love will shine through even in hardship.

You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments that stand out, the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love.

If you have it, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't much matter what else you have.
Treasure the love you receive above everything else.

It will survive long after your wealth and good health have vanished.

The way is not in the sky. The way is in the heart.

Life in abundance comes only through great love.